actually so happy for one person right now. finally getting the things she deserves..
jealousy but in a totally non-bitter way, so all is well :)
Friday 10 April 2009
i can tell
this is going to start off as one of those annoying ambiguous blogs that i get so annoyed about
but yes, pretty much wishing that person was me. although also not. don't want to go back to that stupid circle of thoughts!
social isolation times. revision days turn me insane. cannot wait until sunday, and will actually finally be that age which means i can join everyone else + not miss out on hilarioustimes :)
new mascara made me happy today :) and also have been discovering the wonderfulness of films these past couple of months. Saw forrest gump for the first time ever yesterday, made me realise that intelligence can be a curse sometimes. Forrest gump is literally the best person in the world, and I wish he was real. But then he was actually pretty intelligent too. Confused. I guess we just define intelligence in the exam sort of way which is actually pretty stupid. Sometimes i wish i could just be simple in faith, i'm forever brought back to that Bible passage (can never remember where it is). Instead I over-think everything and anything, and try and explain every single action or thought that I or anyone else has.
But life is still pretty awesome despite exam stressstresss... in exactly 6 weeks it will all be over.
Which is the most extreme mix of terrifying and exciting.
Style advisor at topshop = immense! So much fun. So jealous of how incredibly cool this girl looked but also combined with complete effortlessness and total knowledge of everything clothes related but also really lovely and not up herself. Free champagne! Feeling like a hypocrite for buying leggings. But bought some awesome brogues which pretty much made my life.
People are amazing right now.
SUMMER = italy kos reading. this is what i'm most excited about at the moment. and also 18th party which will be immense, feeling silly for getting so stressed out about selling tickets. cannot wait to wear my ball dress that I bought months ago :) :) :)
I only seem to write these after reading others' blogs, not really sure why. I think it inspires me to write, seeing as how much i enjoy reading others'. I hate how I always read these back and cringe, but ah well. Lost a bit of that joy of living recently, and I think I know why. But happy, as always :) long ramble much. bye.
but yes, pretty much wishing that person was me. although also not. don't want to go back to that stupid circle of thoughts!
social isolation times. revision days turn me insane. cannot wait until sunday, and will actually finally be that age which means i can join everyone else + not miss out on hilarioustimes :)
new mascara made me happy today :) and also have been discovering the wonderfulness of films these past couple of months. Saw forrest gump for the first time ever yesterday, made me realise that intelligence can be a curse sometimes. Forrest gump is literally the best person in the world, and I wish he was real. But then he was actually pretty intelligent too. Confused. I guess we just define intelligence in the exam sort of way which is actually pretty stupid. Sometimes i wish i could just be simple in faith, i'm forever brought back to that Bible passage (can never remember where it is). Instead I over-think everything and anything, and try and explain every single action or thought that I or anyone else has.
But life is still pretty awesome despite exam stressstresss... in exactly 6 weeks it will all be over.
Which is the most extreme mix of terrifying and exciting.
Style advisor at topshop = immense! So much fun. So jealous of how incredibly cool this girl looked but also combined with complete effortlessness and total knowledge of everything clothes related but also really lovely and not up herself. Free champagne! Feeling like a hypocrite for buying leggings. But bought some awesome brogues which pretty much made my life.
People are amazing right now.
SUMMER = italy kos reading. this is what i'm most excited about at the moment. and also 18th party which will be immense, feeling silly for getting so stressed out about selling tickets. cannot wait to wear my ball dress that I bought months ago :) :) :)
I only seem to write these after reading others' blogs, not really sure why. I think it inspires me to write, seeing as how much i enjoy reading others'. I hate how I always read these back and cringe, but ah well. Lost a bit of that joy of living recently, and I think I know why. But happy, as always :) long ramble much. bye.
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